The conscious and unconscious universe within an angelic soul path

Hello Dear AllanThis past year was a tough one for me and your kindness was always there. And your book has been a great source of continuous inspiration. It's one of those books that you go back to again and again... Everything in the book makes sense to me 'consciously.'  Unconsciously, but consciously things come up  - about the universe, how things work and why... and I understand at that instant but then instantly can't quite repeat or even begin to explain what just flashed in and out of my mind. All I can say is that I had some sort of understanding about whatever was happening. I think a lot of my teachings if I should call them that are about the continuance of things... and how it works. that's what I mean when I say 'about the universe.' Sometimes, I have the overwhelming feeling and sensation in the way of chills, or like someone or perhaps more than one of something is embracing me. I just know that it's what I need and try to allow myself to be receptive. Some of my dreams are very vivid. Just the other night I dreamt of 'willow trees.' Not just one but a whole forest of them and I could see and feel every strand from every tree. Perhaps this could be read as sadness, but I felt free and flowing and beautiful. This dream was special. Allowing people and things to just 'be' is not easy as we want things to be for us and we want to be controlling of things that we don't really have control of. So I think when we can live in a manner that we live by the 'laws of the universe,' we are free.  Oh gosh I hope I am making sense to you. I haven't really deciphered a lot of this in my head. The temporary nature of things is hard to accept, which makes every moment so special. Every moment is special. It has taken me a ling time to realize that.  The end is the beginning.... kind of like the flow of the Willow in the wind. It's my lesson here.... Anyhow dear Allan - you may use my email in your blog....  Hope you are enjoying life. much love, Dianne