Angelic soul, freed at last

Dear Allan - I read your book Angels on Earth.  Since then I have been spending so much time working on accepting things, all things ...um including myself. And I have found myself laughing and laughing and laughing a lot! Many things that used to get me all twisted up inside just have vanished. And the one thing that really matters to me ...making people feel happy through my artwork...is dripping, flowing like a river - effortlessly and with laughter and joy. I took one of my latest concepts into a meeting...and I was laughing because my little characters were dancing around and making funny popcorn like noises and they bounced around (all in my head of course). Everything has just become really funny and peaceful and happy. And the best comment ever came from the owner of the company....to tell me how much he loved my work and how good it made him feel. I became super excited that he was receptive and I started to tell him many of the ideas I had been thinking about. He told me 'Dianna, you are back...your creativity is back....' I realized what kind of a pathetic black hole I had fallen in and how I allowed things and people, and things people were thinking and saying and doing, to control me, and take me far far far away from my (angelic soul) purpose. My boss left my office laughing and continuing to repeat, you're back, you're back! And when I came home tonight, my little angel said to me...mommy when people yell, it makes my heart break, and cry for love...have a beautiful day ........di